July 7, 2009

I'm back, not sure for how long....but maybe I will be able to find some therapeutic results by blogging again. As mentioned in my last posting, so many things have changed in the last year. Empty bed, new house...camper on the lake.

I have learned to play on a jetski. I have learned to be quiet. I am reading alot more these days. I can put a worm on a hook and take a fish off...

I have lost weight. I have a pretty decent tan.

I still have Storm.
I sleep alone.

What Two Years Will Do

I just found this blog....had forgotten about it until this morning. I don't even know where to begin. Something so good became something so wrong.....and my world has spun so far off it's axis.

I don't even know why I am posting this.....I found the schnoodle page too and found myself wishing we could wander back to 2006 and make some big changes.

Happy Birthday to Me

Here I’m singin’ happy birthday
Better think about the about the wish I make
This year gone by ain’t been a piece of cake
Everyday’s a revolution
Pull it together and it comes undone
Just one more candle and a trip around the sun
I’m just hangin’ on while this old world keeps spinning
And it’s good to know it’s out of my control
If there’s one thing that I’ve learned from all this livin’
Is that it wouldn’t change a thing if I let go
No you never see it comin’
Always wind up wonderin’ where it went
Only time will tell if it was time well spent
It’s another revelation
Celebrating what I should have done
With these souvenirs of my trip around the sun
I’m just hangin’ on while this old world keeps spinning
And it’s good to know it’s out of my control
If there’s one thing that I’ve learned from all this livin’
Is that it wouldn’t change a thing if I let go
Yes I’ll make a resolution
That I’ll never make another one
Just enjoy this ride on my trip around the sun
Just enjoy this ride

Busy

Boy have we been busy these past few months.....





















So no SPFs, No OddMix Stuff.....lots of photos no time to put them anywhere. It looks like the months ahead are gonna be even more hectic than ever. Dreamers dream and then they do.....or in my case dreamers dream and they come true. The end of the rainbow is here with the schoodle boy and his mom.

SPF 07-28-06

Something mean looking is this "Brain hemmorage" shooter Timothy made. Yes, it clots...and yes it does feel like an oyster going down. Yes, I drank 3.












My hiding place: I have a few....behind the camera is one. This is actually three-fold. Behind the camera and on the beach with my babe....ta da! Hiding with all that matters.















My weapons are my words. When I need them, I punch them out one key at a time.

And Speaking of Snow

How is it that words can mean so much? And yet....some times they have no need to exist between two people? I love that I get this quote. I love that I have a reason to get this quote. I love that during the time between sleep and awake no words are necessary.


"I read once that the ancient Egyptians had fifty words for sand & the Eskimos had a hundred words for snow. I wish I had a thousand words for love, but all that comes to mind is the way you move against me while you sleep & there are no words for that."

- Brian Andreas

How cold would it have to be?

A friend e-mailed this photo of Niagara Falls circa 1911 to me this morning. For just a moment I was able to forget how extremely hot is has been here !!!

SPF 07-21-06

Something that goes unnoticed in my backyard are the gardenia plants....for some reason there is only one flower. This morning I stuck my nose into this flower and realized I rarely notice how absolutely wonderful they smell.










I wish life was like a bowl of M&Ms....I wish I could eat these and not feel like I shouldn't.














Under my sink....